U ask me if im goin to b urs forever i say yes. I dont understand everything was good perfect again mayb im over reacting im just hopin that ur busy bcuz this silence its killing me slowly i said i wasnt goin to worry about it but i have to cus im not understanding nothing!!!

my life keeps hitting me really hard.. i lost my 3 week old cussin and i lost my grandma at the same time.. i dont think i can take anymore.. ive cried so much i dont have tears anymore.. i feel so empty and wen i walk i feel like im walkin in air cus im sooo weak at this point. i didnt think this would happen again its been 16 years since my first family member die but now that im grown and have knowledge i noe how it feels and it feels terrible and even worst wen u loos two family member at the same time.. i dont have no more energies…all i want to do is cry and wish this was all a nightmare and that wen i wake up i can call her and hear her voice but i have to face it this is real…im goin to miss her like crazy she was funny and sweet and loving i cant believe this

the women is the best creation god has made u want to know why?

* shes strong

*when she cries she shows her love, loneliness, suffering, and her pride

*she has forces that marvel the men

*she hold difficulties, and carry big loads but they still offer happiness and love

*she laugh when they want to yell

* cry of happiness and laughs when nervous

*she fight for what they believe in

*she face injustice

*she dont accept a NO when they know there are possibilities

*she deprive so their family can have the best

*she is always willing to help others in times of need

*she LOVEs inconditionally

*she cry of joy when her kids suceeds

*she gets happy when she hears her friend got married or had a baby

*she suffers when someone close to her dies and resist when she thinks she doesnt have enough strength to fight

*she knows her company can help when someone has a broken heart

and sometimes mens dont see how valuable we are theres alot more we can do that u mens dont see. mens should value women because of who she is and women should value themselves because who u are

you have always been there for me when i need u the most and u never said no and never judge me and i appreciate that. I been there for you but my mistake was that i judge you when i shouldnt have and that was what made us argue and go different rodes but now everything is good and we are moving forward like before and now u are in times of needs and i am trying my best to be there for u and ls kinda hard but ull will make it through i just hope u dont get mad at me for what i did last night i hope u understand that is was for ur own good and that all iam trying to do is get answers and help so i can help u..i noe u will make it through and u will suceed..just be strong and dont give up.. i trust you =)

haha i read it even though u told me not too!! but it’s sweet cuz it reminds me of Rafael! awwww